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Sunday, March 8, 2015

Things I write in my journal

     Ever since my second day in Belgium I have been keeping a journal. Let's get this straight: it's a JOURNAL NOT A DIARY!
     I've started looking at the journal as a way to see how my exchange has been going and am glad that I started soon in my exchange so I can really see how my moods change day to day and things like that. 
     Naturally I won't share EVERYTHING I wrote in these books but a few Jolie quotes won't hurt.
  • The thing I love most about myself is that I am: completely, totally, unapologetically myself in a world that makes that hard. (19-12-14)
  • I'm just gonna try to not think about how my future is looking about good byes because ....... was kinda the first after ....... and I just can't stand the thought of never seeing (these people) again. (15-12-14)
  • I NEED to read some Harry Potter! It is the ONLY way I can think of to calm down a bit and get a handel on my emotions...What would Hermione do? First she would focus on everything that she knows. Then she would do everything she can to get the information she wants and extra information. IF she then couldn't solve her problem she could at least make it better. (basically me writing out the scientific method later) I CAN'T get petrified now!... it is "rediculous" to get too worried until I find out more information. After all ..... says I am "The nerd of nerds" so I have to act more like it! Hermione may spend all night pouring over books but even she has to sleep sometime! I will try to find my answer best I can. (12-12-14)

                                                          TO BE CONTINUED
(appearently I started writing this post a while ago and these quotes all come from being in the first host family. Better to post a small something something than nothing at all I figure)

More to come:

     I am so sorry I have been aweful about updating this blog. I suppose I always have my journal to rely on if I have to resort to just telling the entire story when I get back.
I hopefully will get pictures from my trip to Paris up. 
     I must admit that in some ways its nice to keep forgetting to update my blog because it is less to have to remember to do. This in no way lessens my being a despicable human being though.
    Seriously good thing that my journal is very detailed.